Don't Know What to Say

Dear Pete,

It's been awhile, I apologize that I have not been here lately and update you my thoughts as an archive through you. I hope after this, I will make this place as my own access for past memories and activities.

Just recently, I was reading a devotional book for Educators. They talked about being speechless on certain times in school. In which, I had many of those experiences, where my tongues are tied and I had to force myself to say something during most of my class and disciplining naughty kids. On the hand, as educators we some how would know what to say when it comes to giving advise to our kids in their work.

The devotion then directed me to my daily prayer life with God. It seems the writer understands that most of the times as Human, we have times that we could not express to God what we really need, what we should be thinking during times of prayer. With our sinful self, we could not see the plan and glory of God that are working in us.

However, the devotion turned to a joyful twist and I strongly believe this. That being called as the Children of God, we had received the Holy Spirit in us and he is like our prayer partner, praying the words that we ourselves cannot express. He will search in our deeper desires and present it to God, although God is working secretly without our realization, but of course he would desire us to invite him in personally, meaning ourselves entirely unto him.

After praying, the people that popped in my mind were:

My Students
Praying for my greatest difficult students.
How in God's grace that I should learn and manage my authority as their educator.

My Family
Of course we do desire the increase of our financial position. (Having little money has many restrictions to what I want to do)

My Church
Although I did not pray for my church, but I hope through my prayer partner had mentioned to God about it. (though I do not wish to partake into their fellowship, but I pray their faith will always increase in God)


That is all. Pete
Will update you soon. Perhaps on my WBE Research Tonight